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you said you’re busy and i’m busy. did you even ask what i was doing?
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door in the face.
was hit by the blues yesterday. i was as useful as a lump of mud. cldn’t believe i just wasted the whole day staring at the computer, clicking arnd, trying not to do anything. wanted to bang my head on the wall to wake myself up lor. at least a lump of mud wouldnt initiate pointless arguments with the boyfriend. like itching for a fight leh, sometimes. stupid me. 对不起。
today was a bad day for fyp..because now..we are..a lost ship drifting in the open ocean. an unwanted orphan. an abandoned fyp team. SIGH. it’s wrong to make false promises. you guys need to take some ethics lessons.
free Mr Bean vouchers if you come to SCI this thurs, anytime between 1 and 6pm and participate in a quick survey! just drop by if ure free..it’s on the way to Mr Bean anyway! sankew for your help:)
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静一静。
today in class we were talking abt high and low self-monitors..so if you care alot about how u appear to others, and feel a need to fit in and behave appropriately in social situations, you’re likely to be a high self-monitoring person. and if u don’t give a hoot about what ppl think of you, and are fine with behaving however you want to behave even if it doesn’t fit social norms, you’re likely to be a low self-monitoring person.
i’ve no doubt that i’m a high self-monitoring person. i sometimes admire low self-monitors, because they seem to be so much more carefree and real. but at the same time, they have a tendency to cause more problems because they sometimes only see things in their own perspective and fail to look at the big picture.
was so pissed at my psych group mates. i think this is the 3rd or 4th meeting we’ve had and never once was everyone present, even when we met DURING tutorial. WHAT’S SO HARD ABT SHOWING UP. i don’t care if you’ve S/U-ed the damn thing, u can’t just disappear and ignore our phone calls what. were you raised by barbarians!? even barbarians understand cooperation. there are 5 of us in the group and for the first hour today, there was only me and another girl. waste of my time. yet at the same time, i didn”t dare outwardly show my unhappiness, because with ppl u’re not so close to, somehow there’s a strange need (at least for me) to appear civilised even when i’m annoyed. haha. high self-monitoring?
whatever lah. i feel extra tired today.
i don’t know why i reacted so strongly to what mc said just now. maybe i’m sticking too blindly to my 烂原则. so much backbone for what..i used to think that of my dad, and i turned out just like him, full of principles that only seem to matter to me.
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside, Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide, Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile, Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.
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i think..i have two stomachs. one that absorbs all the oil and fats from my food, and another that ignores whatever the first stomach is doing and just growls all day long. which wld explain my perpetual feelings of hunger…
yay i got rid of my #%&@* LG phone and got a new hp in a spanking cool colour! but my viewty refused to leave without making my blood boil one last time. how can a phone not have an option that lets u move all ur contacts to the SIM card. i spent duno how long hunched over that darn block of metal moving my contacts ONE BY ONE to my SIM. simi sai. i’ll miss the good camera, but all too glad to say byebye to the touchscreen! my retarded fingers are much happier with buttons:)
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today was a day of exploration!
how fun to go to new places! we went to the humongous sports & recreation centre at farmway, which even had a water playground! visited a new shopping centre at farrer park too..haha or at least we thought it was new lah..my mom later told me that they had all gone there before.
may we always be contented with entertaining each other with our nonsense and bickering:)
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bipolar.
haha finally, our recess week sleepover pics. yay i’m glad we did it, after all the changes in timing and plans until it almost got called off. it’s been at least 2 or 3 yrs since we last played tennis? haha..felt like old grannies huffing and puffing after the evil green balls. but we’ll get it back! let’s play again some time k..before we really become old grannies.
kb told me abt this old photo of me on yod’s blog..and seeing it made me feel…..hai. i forgot i used to have a visible waist. hahaha. i’ve been having terrible moods the past few days..and i kinda gave up on myself..felt like i cldnt do anything right..i was so demoralised after the evo psych midterm because i thought i cld have done better and now i just hope i pass, study the whole wk and still not enough..and i also lost hope in exercise and keeping fit so i gave up this wk and gave in to my muruku temptations and kept pushing off running..and so rare to have dinner on wkdays with mc and i had to screw it up with my bad mood. sianness. u noe the feeling..i just want to slide down from my chair and collect in a lump on the floor and not do/see/think/feel anything. that’s how sian. maybe it’s PMS. maybe i’m born with it. is that trademark infringement? conceptually similar. hahah actually 402 turned out to be quite an ok subject after all..sigh evo psych. my fav lor. i hate it when i cant do well on my fav things. ok the point of alllllll that was..after seeing my old pic..i decided i can’t 堕落下去. must continue running..even if i nv get my waist back, at least maybe i wont drop dead climbing the stairs one day. so i shall end my week-long moping. tml. haha.
ps: and i realised another reason to stay in shape. if not nex yr cant take stunt pic at convo. hahah.
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‘no’ is accepted too.
ok i have no time but i just need to vent. why can’t ppl just give a bloody reply when they are invited to some event? even if you don’t really want to go, den just make up your mind and say no. don’t even dare or give a damn to decline. what the hell. pui. i dun wan to organise already..so stupid to organise until i also dont feel like going.
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i am in a dun-come-near-me-because-i-will-bite-you mood. i duno why. maybe it’s the fact that the recess wk is coming to an end soon n i’ve accomplished less than 20% of what i had planned.
他妈的。suddenly v irritated at everything n everyone. even stupid small things like ppl with alot of typos on msn will piss me off now. type properly la damn it. how to follow ur argument when u type like ure typing with ur friggin toes. ta ma de. and stupid ppl who are oblivious to their surroundings and just walk wherever they want and stop whenever they want. wish i had a loud hailer so i cld holler into their ears to get lost and get out of my personal space.
lol simi lol. ta ma de. i wld like to hear u actually go “lol lol lol.” haha jiu haha lah what the hell. who cares if ure laughing out loud or chuckling quietly. i want to stuff my fist into ur nostril.
AAAAAA!
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cricket.
it’s almost 4 in the morning! i stayed up because i was determined to finish my evo psych presentation tonight. ok more like i was disgusted with myself after dragging it out all weekend (and accomplishing nth). still not great, but maybe inspiration will strike later on in the week.
been a while since i stayed up so late..ever since there was no more cheer, staying at home ensured that i slept at more earthly hours. i’ve almost forgotten i had ever bathed at 3am or collected my laundry at 5am or stayed up all night studying with mc. (and then stumbling to bed after breakfast haha!)
jiayou ebrybardy! a new wk has begun! i am still harbouring crazy hopes of a getaway, i have no idea why, when it is clear there will be no time or money for that. haha. even ubin will do. nono, even east coast will do. hahaha.
k lah i better go slp, or else i’ll wake up after lunch tml and be grossed out at myself for wasting the day again.
ps: oh my goodness the knock to my elbow today was SUPER painful. pain until i wanted to sit on the floor and kick about. haha. hardy no more.
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