can anyone tell me why extension is called extension? (by that im refering to the kopitiam near city harvest) and why ah fang is called ah fang.

it’s so hot these days!! i want to pluck out my hair! ROARRRRRR! feel like jumping into swirly whirly cold vanilla ice cream throw in some dark choc chips while we’re at it. u noe, it’s so hot that the ants are forgoing remnants of our food and swarming around water droplets. foraging theory sia.

3 down, 1 to go! my next paper is next mon, plus it’s a tad more manageable than my past 3 papers, so i declared today a no-study day! =D after today’s paper i indulged in a little retail therapy..woohoo! cant wait for more retail therapy in bangkok next wk!! actually im not even a very shopping person..i guess it’s just the joy of being able to reward yourself, even in small ways. (which used to be in the form of nice food for me. haha..but im trying hard to change how i look at food!)

ok super sleepy cos i got up at 5.30am today.

how do u solve a problem of inconsistency? i just can’t seem to be able to hang onto anything for long..small things like games..i’ll start playing new games online and then lose interest within the same day and get too lazy to go feed them or to up level. and bigger things like my diet resolutions..my determination seems limited to a day..or it simply disapppears when hunger overwhelms me. hoooow. it’s a sign of internal weakness.

ok when the screen seems to be swaying, it’s really time to go to bed. goodnight!

haha yes lah char, u did ruin my weekend a little with that news. but we shall wallow in jealousy all we want for a bit and get back on our feet. at the end of the day, this was our choice, and what’s better than creating something EVERYONE can relate to out of the little we have? plus having concrete results that will bring practical benefits for a good cause.

mc says we are wiselyyy, won’t lose one. hahahha.

don’t give up girls..let’s just do what we set out to achieve:)

when i first learnt that two thirds of all human conversation is social gossip, i cldnt really believe it..i mean..surely those really smart, philosophical ppl can’t possibly be gossiping 2/3 of the time? but it probably applies to us la.

there’s this girl whose blog char and i stalk (occassionally) and she just got proposed to by her bf on a snowy mountain top in new zealand lor. here’s char’s reaction, haha:

ok lah we’re not really sour grapes..we’re happy for her even though we dont know her..haha..but just..wah lao. why some ppl so lucky, get engaged also get to take a helicopter up to a mountaintop that looks like some postcard.

one paper down! it wasn’t v good tho…sian. better study harder for my remaining papers..didnt take exams last sem cos of PI, so i felt abit weird gg for exams today..forgot what card we were supposed to put on the corner of the desk..forgot whether there were shuttle buses A and B during exam period..haha im glad i got to exercise a little with mc today..it was pouring so we were stuck at my void deck. luckily we didnt knock anyone down with our shuttle runs haha! kk back to work, jiayou everyone!

taking a little break tonight, cos i spent the whole day studying in sch with fio! althought i only managed to finish 2 evo psych chapters..i think it’s commendable alr..considering how SUPER long and complex each chapter is.

chatted with a friend the other day and we were talking abt relationships..and my friend mentioned that she will always love wholeheartedly and go all out and do everything possible in every relationship. hmm. im nt doubting those exact means, im just wondering if it shld be that u love the same way in every relationship. surely different people require different types or at least different expressions of love?

i find myself a little different in every r/s..but maybe it’s also because i’m growing and changing a little every time..and not really bringing sth diff to the r/s. HMM. confounding variable. hahahaha.

haiya. 我害怕我的害怕会把你逼走。

cut my hair today.. and i feel free! haha..feel abit more alive, no more hair getting caught in my bag strap or tickling my back. actually i was in a better mood lah, but not anymore.

to be honest, what’s the big deal abt girls kissing each other when they’re drunk? if ure so damn horny go kiss someone with a dick lah.

today was the last 402 class of the sem, which also means the end of the  last core module for our cohort. while we squeezed to take a cohort photo..i recalled how we were standing in the very same LT1 during FOC in 2006, screaming the stupid nehnehneh cheer. how did 4 years go past like that? haha..it’s amazing.

it’s quite a daunting thought to start working for the rest of my life. i better enjoy as much of my final sem next year as i can..if i can. i don’t know why fyp is such a mood-dampener. it’s like a dark force that just sucks all life out of us. getting so tired of it..and our ever-changing plans..although i know we’re just trying our best to get sth going, sth..anything. even typing abt it makes me.so.tired.and.listless. BAH.

wish i was doing an evo psych research project instead. haha..i really liked what we learnt in evo psych..at first i thought Gumert was ke lian cos he seemed to only have interest in primates and evo psych, but now i think that’s one of the best things that you cld ask for..to have such intense passion for sth, that you can dedicate your life (or most of your time as an adult) to understand it.

anw now is mugging + fyp time. one step at a time lah..in every difficult journey, there are little spots of sunshine along the way. hope our mini holiday materializes!

home alone today! finally my first completely free day of the sem (well, ignoring the fact that i have 3 days worth of things to do). no lessons today so i can focus on revision and fyp and term report and quiz on fri. see, told u i have 3 days worth of things to do.

in a rather nonsensical mood, do u ever feel like..you appear very calm but inside you can feel all the jumpy nerves and crazy sparks. hmm. don’t know how to describe. aiya think i 犯贱, when there are ppl arnd, i want to be alone, when im alone, i wish for some noise.

saw this silly quote on my calendar “Apples don’t come looking for the pie. You have to find it.” -__-  haha. just because it’s a use of parable doesnt mean it’s more philosophical. if not, i can also say, “Shit doesn’t disappear. You must flush it.” to mean you have to actively do sth to make unpleasant things go away. how zai. mania does come with creativity huh. haha. ok enough. stop talking to yourself.

one of the psych lecturers said this today..”in the end, all people see, and all that matters, is what you present on the final day. all the drama that goes on before that, nobody else knows.” it was abt our project..cos apparently there were more than a few social loafers in the class. but anw i thought that it struck a chord cos it kinda reminded me of cheerobics. in a way, if everyone can unite based on the same goal for the finale, and be mature enough to tolerate individual differences, it doesn’t matter that things sometimes don’t go as smoothly during the process. it only gets out of hand when there are ppl who aren’t thinking for the team. right?

today was the newbalance real run! and wah lao eh, it’s really a real run lor. hahaha..ok mostly my fault cos i didn’t train for it..kidded myself that somehow can slowly jog and 混 thru it. well, i felt like dying abt most of the time. totally not in shape enough to run it. and i walked abit. buggershit. but it’s really not easy leh..the terrain was so tiring to run on..and when we got to the sand..all i cld imagine was my knee popping out of my socket as i sank in the sand with every step.

thankew to my ninja turtle for sticking with me despite my practically-walking pace. next time u run by urself ok? haha i don’t wana be such a burden. but it was a good 10km experience tgt lah. my first 10km! (during the race i kept thinking it will be my last too. hahaha)

waiting for shuttle bus before sunrise!

yay hall 12 shirt:)

awww. hahah. the original 爱昧动作 .

deadbeat. i want more 100plus!

after the run, had to rush home cos had a cousin’s wedding lunch to attend. it was my father’s side of the family..it’s a big problematic family so we’ve hardly gathered since the grandparents passed away a few yrs ago..it was so strange seeing the pri sch kid cousins now as older teens. changed so much that cldnt really recognise them anymore. and all the uncles and aunties looked very very much older from what we rmbed..it was scary..and quite sad. sigh. at least nex time my brother’s and my family won’t have trouble recognising who’s who at family gatherings since theres only 2 of us.