Archive for May, 2009

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let it be.

28May09

再爱一遍.
i shall not sabotage my own happiness any further. why shld i make my own life more miserable than it has to be?  the consequences of my fear of heartache seem to outweigh the consequences of any potential heartache.
i don’t need to be in control all the time. so what if things screw up? so [...]


27May09

my com is so super slow im gona get high blood pressure waiting for every page to load.
it’s not really how i meant to express myself..i don’t ever seem to express myself the way i wanted to..or maybe it’s my true self. i duno. sigh. yaoguis, im not really that heartless de…haha but i duno [...]


it’s a hollow feeling. like someone bore a hole thru me and theres nth i can do abt it except feel the wind tunnel thru.
i lost my worship songs cd. how come. how come i can find every other useless cd in my drawer but i lost the most impt one.
tml im doing an event [...]


went for the passion run today! i had initially signed up for it cos i wanted to make myself develop the habit of running regularly as i trained for it..but turned out i had neither the time nor discipline to train at all. booshit. we had fun tho..morn jog at a comfy pace, [...]


procrastinator.
so tired..yet to catch up on the slp since i got back. can i have a day with nth on pls. just me and my bed and no deadlines. nearly died during work today..think i try to do too many things at the same time so i end up feeling even more messy and anxious.
on [...]


nip.

21May09

back from japan!
this year, we had a lot more trg during the trip, but luckily we all extended so we cld have some R&R too.  of course i wished we cld have done better for the comp, but i think it’s more than we cld have asked for, going there with just one week’s worth [...]


pushing paper.

11May09

yesterday while queuing up at the cashier at ntuc, we saw two ppl return the newspapers to the rack after browsing. i thought that was damn low class la. shldn’t u pay for the content? how can they browse thru articles that ppl spent time and money and effort putting tgt and just throw it back [...]


09May09

我不喜欢这里. 我要回家.
like a big fat archery target board.


05May09

living out of a luggage. the cycle of work-trg-slp-work-trg-slp has begun again..and im starting to doze off at work again..i think everyone’s skin has become tender after the break..haha..not used to seeing abrasions on my body. jia you jia you, esp to the ppl taking on new roles in the routine!
on a side note, i [...]