Archive for September, 2008

happy meal.

30Sep08

in the midst of shoving down a double cheeseburger. the most glorious thing to do after a hard day at sch. i havent slept more than 8 hrs since sunday morning and my horizon currently only extends to the following day in terms of the deadlines due.
it’s been 6 and a half straight hours of [...]


actually you make me cry a lot more than you know. 
actually seeing you the whole afternoon made my heart ache.
actually i heard you shout. i just pretended reception was bad so i didn’t have to react to it.
but tonight i think we held hands more than we did for the entire semester.  and tonight you took [...]


how drop-dead embarrassing. drop-dead is an appropriate word because thats basically what i did last night. sorry to all the ppl i puked on yesterday..haha esp to ww. really damn gross. and thanks to the strong guys who carried me here n there and took me back. and liz, for staying with me the whole [...]


24Sep08

sorry to you, for bearing the brunt of my uncontrollable emotions for the past 1 year plus. for being sensitive enough not to mention it even though u knew. actually i’m not as alone as i thought. actually u help me alot more than i acknowledge, but im always blinded by my own unhappiness. i’m [...]


24Sep08

please just let me sleep tonight and maybe tml i’ll be ok.
i don’t know why. i really don’t know.


23Sep08

some things shall remain secrets.


19Sep08

ah fuck it.
maybe i’m just too bored. just had to stir up some shit.
u mean it’s only 21 years? how am i going to make it through the remaining 60. i’m so deadened already.
quarter-life crisis.


today someone was asking a qn during my econs of media class..and he mentioned how some consumers may pay more attention to frivolous things like the packaging of products or brand image rather than the pricing when buying things..and my tutor interrupted with a “oh you mean women?” . he chuckled but there was an [...]


backfire.

16Sep08

SHAT. first day of dieting went horribly wrong. i think i ate too little and ended up totally ravenous towards dinner time. so when i saw 2 slices of the pizza left from focus grp…….i gave in to temptation. SHIT ME! and then i came back to hall….and ate MOONCAKE. which prob has the highest [...]


Mission for the week:
LOSE WEIGHT! (before yod comes back and screams at me.)
Actually i just wanted to try out this new stickypost feature on wordpress and thought might as well use it to remind myself of my mission. it’s gona be one helluva busy 2 weeks ahead so maybe i’ll lose some naturally anyway. (I [...]