Archive for September, 2007

29Sep07

thought i cld sleep a little later yest..but we had to go clear out the lodge and send the taiwanese cheerleaders off. sat at the back of the lorry for most of the day..got a sunburn in the end! haha..it was super uncomfortable..my hair was flying all over the place and slapping my face at [...]


finally over! the 2 day workshop + 4 day camp has finally come to an end! it’s been really really tiring..having to wake up at 8 the whole week and enduring all the muscle aches and bruises..not to mention having to be the first down to open the function hall and the last to leave [...]


oh so painful.
been having cheer workshop n training camp the past 4 days..still have another 2 days to go..i’m so fucking tired. i can barely lift my legs up. just wish i can like bomb the function hall or sth so that we can stop camp. but i think the freshies are having fun..which is [...]


21Sep07

help.
i am self-destructing.


he talked to me for a while on msn tonite. think he saw my nick and wanted to cheer me up so he chatted a while and sent me a song. u really sound much happier. he changed his display pic back when he was talking to me. his nick too. considerate of him? maybe..at [...]


ended up sleeping all the way til 6 just now..haha..everytime i slp in the day, i get nightmares. and it’s always a similar dream..i’ll dream of myself in hall, but the hall in my dreams doesn’t look like hall at all..just weird dark rooms that i somehow know as hall..and unsettling things will happen..there was [...]


just got back from sch..completed my two tests! yippee! psych was a little hard..kinda regret not studying enough..could have answered alot more questions if i had spent more time remembering the notes. oh wells..at least 257 was fine..just glad they’re both over!
going jp with na later for some therapy..muahaha..manicures n pedicures! turtle’s going home tonite [...]


today’s training was quite sucky..we had trouble doing toss to shoulder stand again..sian..duno if it’s his problem or mine..i seriously think his way of throwing got problem n it was frustrating when he kept trying and trying without listening to what i had to say. in the end get exasperated with himself only..hello? does anybody [...]


sweet sunday

16Sep07

phew! just dragged myself through a long day of studying..managed to study my 257 and psych notes..how can they put two mid term tests on the same day….bleagh..kept falling asleep while reading notes tho..i think i spent half the time drifting..I NEED HELP STAYING AWAKE!! My reticular formation is dysfunctional! *according to my psych notes, [...]


i’m okay..sorry to make ppl worry abt me..i just have crazy mood swings sometimes..hmm maybe it’s staying in my room trying to study for too long that makes me emo..or trying to be sth im not..but im ok now..i know life isn’t as bad as i make it sound, in fact sometimes it’s quite good..just [...]